i’ve composed together a long list of things to do at some point in my life;

1) have sex on a ferris wheel

2) buy a boat it was a half & half thing… i dropped the other half

3) tell my boyfriend i love him i did it, however my previous actions later determined otherwise. ooops?

4) see the hollywood sign

5) start going to the gym

6) own a house full of windows on the water

7) have a vacation wedding fuck marriage. i never believed in it anyway.

8) find & buy back my horse that was sold behind my back (skip cimmaron badger)

9) pack up for the “big move”

10) throw a wicked 18th birthday party :)

11) become fml famous

12) …and youtube famous

13) fully restore my car

14) get a decent job, preferably with the government

15) get full benefits okay, so they’re not “full” benefits, but i have really good insurance now! :)

16) and then have my wisdom teeth removed what a terrible thing to go through! note to self; upload picture.

17) learn to cook

18) quit my job & tell my boss to go fuck himself

19) buy a vehicle that i’m actually proud to drive while my car’s in storage for the winter months

20) get my third tattoo

21) re-pierce my tragus

22) try and make time for my friends who i’ve slowly drifted away from

23) do my assignments for my part-time enrollments in school got kicked out, whooo :D

24) travel back to san antonio, texas

25) make “stalker cd” before i move apparently the move came faster than expected

26) pierce my web this was added after i pierced it, but it should have been on here! i wanted that piercing for 5 years, it’s about time!

27) fuck tucker max

28) have sex in a forest

29) buy an AWESOME truck with 4 wheel-drive, and dual smoke stacks

30) have sex on a trampoline (would it be more appropriate to list all the places i’d like to get my bang on?)

31) christen my car (nobody’s good enough to fuck in my car…)

32) pierce my nose again, like the tragus, this was added after i got it done… it was an impulse decision based on timing

33) learn how to drive standard… actually ON the road, not just the parking lot

34) get my B license

35) and then get my air brakes license!!

36) …and throw my motorcycle license somewhere in that mix too

37) ALBERTA! <3

38) go back to being blonde (this won’t happen until i actually turn 19)

39) get a fucking tan (yes, i do feel that this is necessary)